Lee John Joel Woods

My Tribute to the Best Angel in Heaven and the Brightest star in the Sky, My Baby Boy LEE JOHN JOEL WOODS, not gone from My Memory, not gone from Mummys love our Boy has gone to live in Heaven with the Angels up Above X X X X X

My Little Star was due on bonfire night 2001, I had stomach pains on the 13th October 2001, nothing I thought was bad as your big brother was induced, phoned the hospital a few times who told me to take paracetamol and have a warm bath and wait as you was not due to come for another few weeks Angel Man. The nurse said wait until our next ante-natal appointment which was not while Tuesday and as I could still feel you moving about I thought nothing of it, now I could go mad little Man,


So Mummy went for her normal ante-natal as always on the 16th Oct 2001, i had a few pains but nothing to bad, the nurse said was everthing okay and i said the baby had not been moving as much as he did which was always at night, as you was a little night mover, not so much in the day little Man, it was always at night when you would give me them footballer kicks so nothing felt wrong at all,

The Midwife Anthea, listened in to my stomach and she said when was the last time the baby has kicked or moved. I told her earlier on in the day I had a show, when i phoned the hospital, who told me to wait.

I was at the clinic on my own, She then said I should go to the hospital for a scan as she could not pick up your heartbeat, I asked her was there a problem and she said it happened most of the time when people got to a certain stage as babies are very big and it was probably the way you were lay and not to worry as everything would be okay, I then phoned him and he picked me up with his friend Anthony, he asked me what your name would be and it was Jake Lee Woods as your brother is Joel so it was like Jake and Joel of Key 102 silly as it sounds now.

I then arrived at the hospital and went on the delivery suite, a midwife came in and she said her doppler was not working and I looked at him and he did not know what to say as I was crying, then another Nurse came in she had a machine which could scan you Son she turned it on and told me it was broke and she had to get a new one, in the meantime Auntie Paula came up and she was heartbroke crying as they had told her you had passed away, they came in with another monitor and said, We are so sorry your little one has died, my world shattered at that point, I went mad and screamed that everyone was to get out of the room, the so called father and Auntie Paula was both in shock, I wanted to leave the hospital and come back on my due date.

Then the nurse told me I would have to give birth to you and I just said no way, I am going home now and will come back when my Son is due, they must have thought I was a lunatic. Then I had to go for another scan where I was led into the antenatal clinic surrounded by happy smiling faces as they had their babies to look forward to what did I have now my whole world was turned upside down, I went in the scan room and they turned the screen round to me and I seen you little Man, you had died at least 24 hours before, I told them again I was going home as I could not fo through this anymore, then Nanna came and begged me to stay, The Midwife started me off she was called Helen and absolutely brilliant, Helen stayed with me until 7am, and then she had to leave and then I ended up crying with her as she did not want to go, you was born a beautiful little Angel at 8.42am on 17th October 2001 surrounded by Auntie Paula, him and, Mummy's best friend in the world Paula Ryan who held my hand all the way through this awful time, and was taken straight away and all mummy had was gas and air, and not even a little stitch with you darling, You was like your so called fathers twin, Helena the other midwife dressed you and brought you back in the room where we all got chance to hold you, your skin had peeled on your hand and it looked very sore, you was perfect in everyway, then the Priest came in I do not remember what he said as I was out of it.

We was then ushered into a side ward where you was placed in a Moses basket, Mummy was very poorly then, I just wanted to get away from that hospital and at the same time wanted to take you with me, they just left me and I walked out of the hospital, now thinking back they should have stopped me really as I did not know what I was doing, I remeber waking up at about 5.30pm and I was at home in bed, I thought it was all just a dream until I seen your wristbands on the side and that was it I cried and cried for days, I did not want to see anybody and everywhere I went there was babies or pregnant women it was awful.

Your funeral was held on the 25th October 2001, Mummy had never lost anyone who was close to her before so I did not know what to expect at all, still to this day I do not know how I got through that day it felt like I was watching someone do these things and it was not me at all, you was laid to rest in Blackley Cemetery with all the other little Angels who are born sleeping so at least I have comfort that you not on your own Little Man.

3 months after you passed Away Mummy found out she was expecting another baby and when they give me the due date I burst into tears it was 25th October, the date I had buried my Lee the year before, I explained this to the doctors, and they decided to induce me on the 10th October and your little brother Loui was born on the 12th Oct 2002 at 8.21pm and he was truly heaven sent by his big brother, a gift from you Son to help heal Mummy's broken heart,


Also your Grandad (Mummys Dad) came to join you in Heaven on the 16th May 2005, My Dad also has a site on here as he was very very special to me, and after losing my Dad I became pregnant straight away and 9 months to the day after losing him my Son Saul was due but he was also induced 2 weeks early, so now you have 2 very beautiful brothers both of which are very special gifts sent from My Little Angel Lee and My Wonderful Dad John. My Dads Brother David he was also 59 years old the same age as my Dad, passed away 2 days after me having Saul who is named Saul David John Woods after them both

The funny thing is my Dad always said I would have a baby with red hair as I have Joel who has dark hair and Loui who has got blonde hair and Saul has got red hair, so he is a gift from his Grandad to help heal my mums breaking heart as my dad died the day after her Birthday, Saul is so beautiful and a mixture of his Grandad and me.

Also I have to thank my lovely Dad John, Uncle David, Aunty Glenys and my Beautiful Angel Son Lee for sending me a very special daughter Talia on the 27th March 2008, she is everything a mummy could wish for such a sweetie just like her lovely 4 brothers and I am sure you all sent her from heaven especially for me, she is the most beautiful little girl in the world and I have the most beautiful boys ever so I am blessed by the Angels, love you all always and forever X X X X X



Sleeptight my tiny Angel Lee with Grandad John and Uncle Dave, miss you all everyday, Mummy, Daddy, Joel, Loui and Baby Saul, I have 3 stars in heaven who mean the world to me, My Dad, Uncle Dave and Baby Son Lee, Keep on Shining love you all, bye for now, but not forever, Nicola (Mummy), (Daughter) and (Niece) X X X X ESO.




To My Son Lee,

Although we did'nt get the chance
to take your tiny hand
and lead you through the childhood
together we had planned
and though there really wasn't
chance to show you love
now sent to you born above,
remember darling that
your tiny heart must know,
that we will treasure you
and your memory will grow,

love you all the world my Handsome Prince, Mummy X X X





In A Fairy Castle so high up in the sky,

All the little babies play with Angel toys,

That money cannot buy, RIP to all the Sweet,

Little Angels who got their wings too soon,

Hope you are all playing happily and My Lee is

being a good little Angel, Sweet Dreams, love you Always and Forever,

Mummy Woods, and your beautiful Big Brother Joel and your 2

beautiful Baby Brothers Loui and Saul (both gifts from you and Grandad)

to help heal Mummy and Nannas Broken Hearts X X X X